SPEND LOADS OF MONEY AND GREEN LIGHTS

I forgot that I didn't tell you that I'm going to have to spend loads of money on study resources.

GP will have to buy loads *like loads!!!!* of novels for my reading materials and assignments. Right now, I have like 5 or even more novels to buy, which will probably cost me around $90+. ANd will have to buy the Photocopy card for $5 which will be useful for photocopying in school. and not to mention the upcoming movie watching assignments for comparing and essay-writing compilation ideas to be done.

Sociology too. I will have to find more materials either online or from bookstores or even better, both.

TIADA RUNGUTAN DIKEHENDAKI. :D

So yeah, I believe Ms. Fluer will be giving us the lists of novels to be bought. And I think we're studying Literature more than GP. No offense. She loves reading. And I love reading too.

So yeah, I'm working with my group for debate with Mira, LeeWen and Ziqah, but with a new addition member in the club, the one and only male member in the group, Faiz. Haha. Kesian, ia sorang ganya yang laki-laki arah group kami. So yeah, I better find out more about the points on Graffiti is an art since I have loads of points on Graffiti is vandal. Hmph.

And also, I think that I better start myself to get active in more activities since I'm looking forward to the Jenesys programme, or the one that students are sent to Washington, or even the programme that students are allowed to stay in Cambridge University for 2 weeks! I know that it's open for the 'chosen' secondary students only, but like what the Principle said "Who knows that they might extend the programme to A level students", and yes I am also looking forward to the ISB Global Conference Forum, which will be held in next year's March, and since I've already got the green light from my parents now I need to find a time to ask sir Charles when the closing date of registration would be. Hee. IT'S SOMEHOW A NEED NOW TO BE AN ACTIVE STUDENTS IN BOTH ACADEMIC AND NON-ACADEMIC. Wohoo!

Let's show people that you're not that little shy girl anymore Wardah!!!!

Okay, atu sja for now. buhbyesss.

Essay almost done!

Haa.. Yay, my Economics essay is halfway done and I'm here blogging. and am at home with my lilltle brother. It's kind of empty in the house because Fathin is playing game and I'm doing my homework, on facebook, blogging and we're sort of doing our own things. Only the songs that are loudly playing can be heard. and the television is on but no one's watching. just to make the house more noisier.. haha.. and yeagh, haven't cooked yet. because me and fathin had just ate our nasi goreng for breakfast and I made it.. so he hasnt told me that he's hungry, so no reason for me cook yet. PEMALAS!!.. haha

And yeah, Rinah wrote on my wall last night of how they missed the Biffle. and they've been talking about me too. And read on Balqis's blog she had a PS for me.. she's asking why I just dont go online, and that's because takut kna marah that the wireless barat krg haha.. you know how many people are using the wireless at home. Me, my sister, my 3 brothers atu pun if my older brother and 4th brother ada drumah.. so the one person yg buat wireless barat is my third brother. We dont even know why the hell the wireless is always barat if ia ada.. hmph. Gotta investigate that.

And anyways, now he's working and my 4th brother also goes to work.. and my sister has her class right now in UBD so I got the wireless for myself!! haha.. yay!!.. and yeah just knew that my brother is playing tibia right now. urghh.. adakh main tibia while charging his phone.. talur talur..

But anyways, I'm not going to visit Ka Dd today because as you know, tinggal dirumah. hee.. and I dont have any driving license although 2 cars are left at home.

TUNGGU.. NEXT YEAR YOU'RE GOING TO GET A DRIVING LICENSE TUU.
Atupun if bpa suruh jua.. lgipun next year I'll be sitting for the AS LEVEL and also A LEVEL..

hmphh. I think that's all for now, got to finish up my essay. It's already halfway done. and now I'm going to make it fullway done.. haha.. tooodleees.. XD

My heart is aching when said that..

Hello~ My heart aches when Timah said this on her facebook status "come to think of it, all of us are falling apart after the tittle 5C is added with ex'. So i guess our friendship is almost reaching the end side of the road.. why??"

It really hurts me when she said that. I dont want our friendship to fall apart after 2 years of being in the same class and we shared so much things together.. we shared the heartache of being compared too much with other classes and etc.. I dont want that to happen.. it's just that I'm feeling that being in the 6th form makes us have little time to hang out with each other during the holidays and we hardly chat with each other.. It hurts me so much that I feel like crying right now..


GIRLS I MISS YOUR LAUGHTERS, SMILES, DORKINESS, CRAZINESS, FUN, AND STORIES.. I REALLY MISS ALL OF YOU.. DONT MKE SAD LIKE THIS, IT MAKES ME THINK THAT WE'LL END UP PRETENDING NOT TO KNOW EACH OTHER.. THAT HURTS ME SO MUCH.. this morning when I sang the songs that we used to listen together, I cant help but remembering all of the things that we've done together.. how much we had fun and I makes me miss you even more..

I think thats all for now, I dont think I can continue typing while my eyes are watering..

Assignments

So yeah yesterday was the last day of first term and I've got assignmentssss to do..

1) Economics: Essay and Presentation for the question : "If you have to choose, which economy will you want to be in? Why? Give reasons."

So basically, I have to do an essay of which length will be 2 pages and will have to prepare for a presentation with my group of three which consists of Zuhairah, Amy and me. I dont know how to contact Zuhairah since I dont have her number neither as her email. But I will surely work with Amy since we'll be having partner study at Dewan Bahasa Tutong because she needs a tutor to teacher her the very basic of economics and since I'm the only person in class taking economics since form 4 so the spotlight comes right to me.

Well, I dont want to be known as the know-it-all-in-economics because I just want to help the people around me that needs my help and I dont need the people who needs me just becuase the want to use me as their weapon, for example: Using my answers in class and then when it's wrong they just simply blame on me. Hey, I'm not that good in economics alright..

So that's why I just keep quiet in class, well not really quiet though but always nods when people are contributing their understandings to the teacher. In my opinion, the whole class actually understands how economics actually work but it's just that they lack the confidence to express their understanding as well as I do too sometimes. It's actually hard for me to explain fully about my understanding since I dont kike explaining things.

2) General Paper: 1 novel to read but it has 2 stories inside, 2 essays to write, 2 movies to watch..

Phewwwh, so much things that teacher gave us to do.

My schedule for the holiday:

20th March: ??? Haven't confirm yet for the study with Amy.

21st March : Gonna watch "Oliver!" from the SEEDS Production at PTE Meragang.

22nd March: Study with Amy

23rd March: ???? Dont know yet. Maybe taking some shots of the Joint camping of the 1021 Boy Scouts and Girl Guides at SR KG Mata-Mata..

24th March: Hangout with my friends, Qistina, Balqis, Timah, Miza, and the others..

25th March: ??? Maybe stay at home and do my assignments? Well, I better do.

The other dates: Hmpphhh, dont know yet.